Teaching by Aeptha
Extract from
WELLSPRING OF CONSCIOUSNESS
From Between the Worlds Conference,
November 6, 2004

The Wellspring of Consciousness
is information that I had a lot of resistance to bringing forward
because it can be subject to a lot of misunderstanding and
misinterpretation for those who are not grounded in and exposed to the
Mysteries. The information that I bring forth certainly includes the
Perennial Wisdom, and it also includes teachings that have not
necessarily been presented in the earth plane for a long, long time.
In fact the body of what we work with at Light Haven is the retrieval
of some of the Mysteries from the archives that are not yet in
writing.
What I keep coming back to over
and over is, what is it that drives us to seek this information?
It is not just embodying or embracing a different belief system, but
what pushes us? My background includes delving into human
consciousness from a scientific, sociological, anthropological and
philosophical angle. It is something I’ve been drawn to, and as a
counselor I’ve studied human development and learning to understand
how our psyche works. What I have seen is that inexplicably, out of
the confines of our family dynamics there are those who seem to reach
for different understandings, and they can be in the same family,
culture, or societal situations as others who do not; not only do the
others not start this journey, but they are absolutely what I call "dampered
down". If you can engage in the conversation, then at least there is
potential, and I’m not talking about agreement. I’m talking about
being able to hear different concepts, not necessarily spiritual ones,
but just different ones. But there are those people who are
absolutely, completely boxed in. I know we’ve all experienced this.
So, why is that?
From a scientific perspective most of
us would agree that Darwinism, while it has its place, has long since
been proven wrong, at least in the general sense. It is held on to now
by just a few in the traditional community. In fact there are
indicators that evolution, whatever that may mean, is found in every
kingdom of nature, and that life is self-exploring, adaptable,
inquisitive, ever-changing, and by its very nature, experimenting.
This is not only true in the human kingdom; it is so in the animal
kingdom, the floral kingdom, and I suspect if we had the eyes to see,
we would also see this in the mineral kingdom. So we know, based upon
what we’ve seen that there is an inherent capacity in humans, at least
theoretically, to want to expand consciousness, to experience new
things and to consider new conceptualizations.
We talk about the time of the Goddess
in which consciousness was more inclusive; to put it another way, you
would hear that we were more oriented to the right hemisphere. This
was brought back to the forefront in popular literature in the last
ten years with books like Drawing from the Right Side of the Brain[i].
Hypothetically, according to Darwinism and other theories, we are
automatically oriented to fighting for survival at all times. It is a
question of survival of the fittest. But the question is why do we buy
into this theory? If you explore consciousness there is every
indication that we were not fear-based, but we believe the theory that
“I’m going to hit you over the head because I want your food”, or “I’m
going to grab you by the hair and drag you into my cave because I lust
after you.” Yet there are indicators from archeological studies that
show that from 10,000 to 4,000 B.C.E. there was very little violence,
and that societies were very cohesive. From an archeological
perspective there were indicators that violence seemed to erupt from
certain places and then would spread from there, but that culture and
society and people as a whole were not violent.
In addition, going back to the whole
aspect of operating from the right hemisphere, not only was there
group consciousness, but telepathy was considered normal and was not
an aberration or unique. Archeologically we are finding indicators
that there were Shamans in different cultures 50 to 60,000 years ago,
and they were clearly recognized as having a unique relationship to
telepathy, but telepathy itself was common. In addition there was the
recognition of the inter-connectedness of all life. So there was not a
“you” versus “me”. I recognized you as you, but I also recognized you
as an integral part of the same lifeline as me. That led to the
capacity to communicate, for example, with the plant kingdom, and to
understand that a plant had life, but also what it could offer me.
Hence there was a widespread understanding of medicinal herbs. There
was the eating of animals, but according to cave drawings this was all
done ceremonially. It seems there was an agreement with the group mind
of the herd from which the animal was taken.
We have also all bought into a
conceptualization of time and we assume that that was then, and
now is now. There are some theorists who would say that it is
all happening simultaneously. So what we refer to as then, is
actually now, if we do not see it as separate. One of my
favorite things to do at Light Haven is what I call knocking down
the sacred cows because we do love our boxes and being boxed in.
And as soon as we get used to a new concept we box ourselves in again,
and once more we “damper down” our consciousness. I’m not even
suggesting that what I’m telling you is truth, whatever that is.
What I am giving you is potentiality. What I am asking you to hear is
that we should all open new areas of mind and consciousness. Why do we
use only 10% of our brain? Theoretically, from the standpoint of
evolution, you develop things when you need them, so, why did we
develop this other 90% of the brain if we are not using it? What’s
that about?
Carl Jung would say that a myth is a
recollection that comes from the collective unconsciousness and that
whatever was built around it was because it was trying to articulate a
reality that was already there and is being remembered by the group.
So when you see a recurring myth or legend across all cultures, pay
attention, because there is something there that is agreed upon and
known and remembered. In the history of every culture there are
accounts of advanced beings that have interacted and communicated with
humanity. These beings sometimes take the role of teachers, guides or
directors, and their communications can include how humanity was
created. They play an integral role in society. Now what is
interesting is that when you analyze these stories these advanced
beings were recognized as knowing things that the people of the time
did not know, and that was not considered odd. What that means is that
when you are operating from a universal level of consciousness, or
from the right hemisphere, you don’t have a division of energies. In
other words it may not have been an energy that they had come across
before, but if it was there, then it was part of the natural
environment. I may not understand it, I may not ever have encountered
it before, but the fact that it is here means it is an extension of
what is normal. Now, that is very important.
It was always easy for me to cross
between the worlds, and I just didn’t know that it wasn’t considered
normal. I just didn’t have the sense to know better. It takes courage
to be different because there is huge societal pressure to fit in with
the norm. But it was not always this way. There wasn’t this tribal
pressure that we have been fed into believing, which by the way is
another way of dampering us down, because if you did not believe the
way the tribe believed, you were out, and you would die because you
could not take care of yourself without the tribe. That was not true
in right-brained societies, not according to the various texts and the
legends. So who introduced the concept that if you don’t act right
you’re out of here?
Another aspect about the legends is
that all of the advanced beings, the gods, goddesses and the aliens
came from the sky, and they had the ability to move back and forth
from the sky; and oftentimes they seemed to have the ability to move
back and forth into the earth. And they were mostly corporeal,
and if they weren’t corporeal they had the ability to engage in
telepathic communication. And that was considered normal, not odd.
Somebody comes knocking at the telepathic door and says, “Let’s talk”,
and that was not odd? In the texts of every tradition, including the
early Christian, there are references to angels or advanced beings
that could have direct communication with you. And of course we have
all heard that the sons of the God found the daughters of the earth
favorable.
There are accounts that this
wellspring of consciousness brought with it teachings, and I’d like to
mention the differences in the teachings because that is important.
From a naturalist perspective everything was part of the whole. In
other words the collective consciousness was of the belief that, “I
may not understand it, but because it’s here, it belongs here, and
therefore it is.” Magical thinking seemed to develop as a result
of humanity’s contact with these energies and forces that seemed to
bring with them understandings that weren’t readily apparent in the
interaction with the environment. “I may not know what you know,
but I bet you can teach me. I recognize that I don’t get what you got,
but it doesn’t occur to me that I can’t get it if you can teach me or
if you can show me.” That’s magical thinking. Supernatural
thinking is, “Not only are you different from me and you know more
than me, but I can also never know what you know, and I can never
understand what you understand.” What does that mean? Well, to me
it means that there is a “them” versus “me”. That is a big separation
and fragmentation, and that means that I am no longer connected to the
whole. I no longer have access to all potentiality. I am limited, I am
boxed in, and there is division.
Genetically there is a 2% difference
between chimpanzees and us and I’m not even going to say that we are
better. I like chimpanzees by the way, I think they’re incredible, but
a 2% genetic difference is a pretty significant world of difference.
We read accounts of the children that were born out of the
interactions with the advanced beings, these gods and the daughters of
men, and have you considered where the royal bloodline came from? For
those who study the Sumerian texts and the Annunaki[ii],
they would say that it was alien intervention to make better workers
out of humans. Who knows? I don’t know, but what we do know is that
something dampered us down. Something that was so strong and so
powerful that we all not only jumped on board, but we stayed on board!
Until the fourth century there were stories concerning these advanced
beings where it was understood that they were corporeal. In the fourth
century they were made ethereal, and not only ethereal, but
unattainable and inaccessible, except by priests, shamans and the wise
men. But the difference was that these people used to be the bridge to
bring back the gnosis so that the people could empower themselves; it
wasn’t at the exclusion of the general population. But it changed when
this advanced knowledge and contact with ethereal energies became
inaccessible and something that only a few could do.
I strongly speculate that the
dampering down was about control. It doesn’t take too far of a stretch
to go there does it? I know that multi dimensions are still available
to us. If you haven’t had the experience of them then you know in your
heart it is true. Not only are those multi dimensions available, but
we are the growing tip, and because we are all inter-connected, if we
access those realms it will change the tide of consciousness on this
planet. And I would also say that I think there are those energies
that would just as soon not see that happen, some in corporeal form
and some not, and I’m not talking about good and evil,
although that was another thing that was laid upon us, but not in the
way that most of us have been taught this concept.
It was recognized that these advanced
beings had different functions like in a hierarchy. There were
watchers and messengers; there were the high ranking advanced beings
and the subordinates below them. They had different roles and
different functions, and it wasn’t that some were good and some were
bad. What is interesting from a mythological standpoint is that there
were those advanced beings that not only wanted to interact with
humanity but also wanted to teach them, and there were those who
didn’t. One of the stories is that two hundred angels wanted to
interact with and teach humanity. They were going to wed the women and
teach them. Go back and read the stories: the pillar of fire leading
the Israelites through the wilderness in Exodus; the exchange of
magical tricks. What was in that Arc of the Covenant that every time
it was touched people died if they didn’t wear special suits? Wake up;
we don’t have to go into supernatural thinking here.
I don’t want to box anybody in because
I am very aware that language is powerful, but there are indications
that there used to be a universal language which was more like Khoisan[iii]
which seemed to be a natural language with guttural sounds and clicks.
The hyoid bone[iv]
in the throat is a pretty soft bone and it will decompose relatively
quickly, so it’s not really clear how long the hyoid bone has been
there, but what this bone allowed for was a level of nuance in
language, not only nuance, but a different capacity. There are also
indicators that originally we didn’t have a tongue, but that developed
later. The five vowel sounds can be made without the tongue, and the
consonants came with the formation of the tongue. The point is that
the power of words is very well recognized. We also know that there
are many accounts where words and sounds were used to lift up and move
megaton stones. So language, the power of the word, and the power of
sound was very important.
What I’m trying to say is that we are
conditioned to operate literally, and we are conditioned to operate in
relationship to this dimension. I know that we have to have language
in order to create a boundary, or we are just wandering around on the
endless sea. On the other hand, I wonder if we have unconsciously
participated in a level of dampering down by participating in
language, because language became a means of control, and that is why
we developed supernatural thinking. If you say “hell” to most people,
it conjures up a picture of fire, not some place you want to spend the
evening, much less eternity, right? But truly, who has ever been to
hell? Who has been to heaven? These are archetypal words that you have
not experienced directly. You can conjure up images, but you cannot
experience them. Language became a way that separated, that controlled
and that dampered down. I am constantly exploring the way that I
define everything in my world through language because I know that the
way I frame things in my consciousness affects how I interface.
Watch how you define in language.
Watch how you perceive reality. As a community we agree about the
interconnectedness of all life, that there is a life stream, that
there is God/Goddess/Spirit in all things, and yet I think there is a
part of us that mostly operates in fragmented consciousness. We have
conditioned ourselves, or “languaged” ourselves, so that we’re
automatically fragmented.
There is a Gnostic text of Mary
Magdalen, and the teaching given by Magdalen is about Gnosis. It was
said that after coming out of the tomb Jesus had contact with Mary and
the teachings he gave was how to achieve enlightenment, the capacity
to transcend these dimensions, and it was about Gnosis. Gnosis comes
from the Greek word, “nous”, which is associated with knowledge, but
not knowledge as we understand it. It was universal life force,
creation, that which created. For those of you who are familiar with
the Qabbalah, you know that Gnosis sits in Chokmah, wisdom, which is
joined with Binah, the womb. It is creation. It is associated with
Sophia. In the Gnostic myths it is said that Sophia came down and some
say, “left Her essence”. Gnosis is beyond knowledge and information.
It is even beyond an experience, although an experience would be
closer to Gnosis because an important aspect of Gnostic teaching was
that you can hear truths, but until you experience them, you cannot
achieve Gnosis. In order to reach your truth you have to go through
the experience. In other words it can’t just be some hypothetical
concept. But Gnosis goes even further because in truth it is the
life-stream. It’s all creation and all potentiality.
The implication of Gnosis is that the
deeper you can go into a multi-dimensional reality and not be confined
to the belief that what we experience here is all there is, then we
can have greater and greater access into that stream that is not
outside of us but is within us and all around us, and is that in which
we live and move and have our being. That almost says it all.
“In the beginning was the Word.” Make
no mistake, words are living forces. They are vortexes, wormholes;
they are doorways into multi dimensions. That was why in the story of
the Tower of Babel they built a
tower to reach the gods. In the way that we do we have interpreted
this story literally, and we suppose that there was one mother
language and it was broken up and fragmented into multiple languages.
Maybe so, but on another level of understanding it could be that we
knew the power of the word, and we were building up an understanding
in unified consciousness, and when it was broken up we forgot. We
became fragmented in the use and the power of those words to move
consciousness through dimensions, because what makes sound is breath.
In truth, they are not two separate things; they are aspects of the
same gem of wisdom. To “breathe upon the waters”, the “power of the
word”, these have to do with creation, and not only creation, but also
the movement of consciousness or Gnosis, which is creation.
I know that when we speak of language
we are framing our agreed-upon reality, both as individuals and as a
group. The advanced Beings that are attributed with being supportive
of humanity taught language, the alphabet, numerology, as well as
astronomy, because they were teaching about interfacing with the
energies that were moving in and out. There are structures that date
back 20,000 years where the perspective could not have been achieved
from the earth plane; you had to have been outside the earth. A planet
was not just something that was floating out there that you saw
occasionally. It was recognized as a living being that you had a
relationship with, and you connected with, and you exchanged energies
with. Words were not just something you said to conceptualize an idea,
like, “Go down the street”. It was recognized that you could have a
relationship with words, and therefore there was an exchange of
energy. Have you ever thought about the exchange of energy we have
with our spoken word? We see it as a one-way street. For those who
have watched the political scene in the past month, you will have seen
how there are those who clearly know how to manipulate with the power
of the word and the sound of the voice. Another aspect of speech is
the modulation of the voice.
We enter into our meditation or our
prayer work and we may have a gnosis, an experience, an embodiment of
understandings or of wisdom. But we are also participating with an
exchange of energy. That was one of the first things I learned early
on as a medium. I would have beings that would come to me and want to
“come in”, not because I was so nice, or to give me some great
teaching, but because of the experience of being in a body. And a lot
of times I said no, by the way, for lots of different reasons, but in
that way I learned that we exchange energies. In other words there is
nothing that is a one-way street. That understanding has opened up a
lot of doors for me because I learned that even though we are
exchanging these energies, we still communicate in a way that we
understand, but if we open up to other potentialities we will learn
that there is another way that they communicate with us. I’ll give you
an example. When we started this class this morning, I rang the bell,
and that particular vibration wasn’t for you. It was at the request of
the spirits that are present because it was feeding them. They liked
it. I’m saying that because sometimes we move into our work and we
think it is all about us. It is about communication, and that
was an understanding our ancestors had, that it is never a one-way
street. Everything is interactive, an exchange of energy, because
we’re all part of the One, part of the whole. That means that you have
access to incredible levels of vitality. Do you know that there
are over fifty-two words for what we call prana or chi? Over fifty-two
to describe the life force, the life stream.
Do you wonder why we were dampered
down to begin with? I’m not speaking of humanity so much as I am
speaking of the earth as whole of which we are a part, as are all
other aspects seen and unseen in the earth. By many accounts the
dampering was because of the potentiality that is held in our
consciousness. Put metaphorically, it is like we are this incredible,
very dry tinder; lots of wonderful wood that has got spark going but
hasn’t quite caught fire; but when it does it will be a light to
behold!
I think that the ability to
communicate with the whole was diverted, but it’s still there. I
experience it, little tiny snippets here and there, those moments
where I step into the stream. But I think it was diverted by a level
of consciousness that did not necessarily set out to harm us. It was
more like what we did when we colonized new continents and there was
an exploitive component, and we did it because we could, but also
because we did not know better, or did not care. So I think there was
a diversion that happened, and then several things came into play, and
then there was actually disagreement between these advanced beings. We
were caught in those disagreements and it was a power struggle. If you
go back and study the legends and myths it seems that after the last
cataclysmic loss, which we all know was around twelve or thirteen
thousand years ago, certain things were set in place, like the Shemsu-Hor[v]
from the Egyptian system. There was still minimal contact from
advanced Beings but the legends state that the gods left us. Go back
to around four or five thousand B.C. and it seems that there are some
indicators that these particular Beings that were involved in this
exchange moved on, and what was left was a genetic mutation. I must
add that I absolutely know that it isn’t something that is not
available to us now, but it is something that we have been conditioned
to be separated from.
I will leave you with a thought from
the Book of Jubilees[vi].
This came from The Gospel of Thomas, which was one of the
Gnostic books:
“We come from the Light, the place
where the Light came into being on its own accord and established
itself and became manifest through our image. The original Light was
self-creating.”
Thank you all very much.